it's been so long since i've felt like that! AAAHHHHHHHHH!

okay, shall stop that. i need to rant about my hair :( it's too short. and it makes me look like a kindergarten kid?! and it's supposed to be a compliment?! HURH :(

( meanest person on earth >:[ )
alright. it's time to start clearing another chest of drawers before tuition. seriously, i hate CNY. maybe i can pack the amount of dust i have at home into ang paos. esp for the maid. she's not doing her job! ugh!

God bless all and remember to have fun :D

[cass doesnt like rainy days :(]

my family is back to the "let's have dinner outside on saturday night" phase. and this time round, we decided to squeeze in some shopping time as well. but the journey there was excruciatingly long. even our speedster was annoyed, having to go through a series of traffic jams. traffic was horrible, everywhere. our 30mins drive to suntec has become an hour long. having left our place at 640, we arrived at our destination at 740, and started on dinner at 8. scatterbrains aplenty at home. my sister brought the camera out, but not the memory card ._. hilarious ttm. after dinner and shopping, my parents decided to take a drive through chinatown. BAD IDEA. i bet a thousand and one other families had the same plan too. and the decorations look horrible :/ 

and on our way back, we saw huge trucks ferrying goats. many many many goats. think double decker bus times 2, filled with goats instead of people. 

it's back to school again. i really love weekends. the only things that keep me going to school would be weekend fun and my companion in school. 

this is the kind of power macdonalds have on me.
me: -talking alot of nonsense about how i want to eat healthily-
me: you wanna eat at subway today?
jesslyn: yea, okay, sure -in disbelief-
me: okay!
-walks over to subway together, getting in line for subway-
me: okay, i think i want big mac -scoots over to macdonalds  immediately-
jesslyn: -eyes shooting daggers, on the verge of killing me-


and i figured out that 22 year olds have a syndrome. they can do math questions, but they cannot link the different parts of a qn together. it's like a disability? i mean... what are the chances of you sitting in between two 22 year olds during a math test, and both of them are stuck at the last part of the question? then at the end of the test, they discuss their mind theatre script and realise that the questions are actually linked. *ding ding ding light bulb lit* hahaha, my friends are just this adorable. and i'm darn happy that i actually put in the effort to study for the test because math isnt that difficult! 


( without you )
my first time out to kbox alone with someone outside of offkey. it's really weird that there's no adeline to choose my songs for me, no angelina to tell me which number to press, no gwendoline to make fun of, no siyuan to fight with....... but i still got laughed at when i cannot read the lyrics :( thankfully it's very mild laughing. and i got commented on my funny accent :( and throughout the whole time, i was happily enjoying my lack in funny accent! then boom, the bomb came. and she tried to save her ass by saying it's very mild. fml. it's as good as killing me and then apologising. hahaha, but it was fun while it lasted. i really had a lot of fun ytd :D

valentine's day will be out next week. i'd love to watch it! but i have no movie kaki :( seoul garden is having 50% off for adults. i'd love to go for dinner there someday! but i have no makan kaki :( my tests are coming soon. i'd love to score superbly well for them! but i have no study buddy :( 

okay, i need to stop being late every morning. it's annoying me ttm. bad bad bad :(

God bless all and i'll see you when i see you :D :D :D :D :D

[cass is going to get a haircut! finally! it's been 4 long months!]

it's sad when your one and only companion leaves you alone to die in the wilderness while he/she goes into the marketplace to ensure his/her survival. okay, i shld stop exaggerating in case my head rolls one of these days :/ but anyway, my "let's-go-to-school-and-have-lotsa-fun" companion decided that she's had enough of me and left me all alone in school on friday. it's like how a mother leaves her 3 year old kid in school and goes to work. thank goodness my parents have given me way too much experience, so i know how to react and behave when times like this happen. 

to be honest, it was fun while it lasted! let me summarise my "alone" day. i was back into the "let's-eat-yong-tau-foo-every-friday" phase. eating yong tau foo in canteen b. the portion is still so small. and suddenly, it's like... CHEAP! S$1.90 for 5 pieces of nonsense and noodles. yes. it's just like eating in malaysia after eating in singapore for 2 months. hahaha! and this next part of my day was oddly disturbing. i was bluffed into having lunch with gladys and her friend who brought another friend. they were guys. we didnt know one another. awkward ttm! think blind date. nothing to say, just smile. gosh. it was that bad. even gladys thought so. *rolls eyes* then it was time for tea break with jessica and friends and then math lecture and finally, SHOPPING! it sounds damn boring cos it's summarised... but look!


after that was tuition. i had so much fun! omg. what i did was compete with her. for math, we did problem sums and competed to see who could solve it first. fun, right! and to be fair, i gave her a 30seconds head start. oh my goodness, im loving tuition more and more. fun fun fun fun fun! hahaha! birthday treat for my sister after that. decided to eat at xinwang taiwan. the food was surprisingly good. the portion was good. the bubble tea was good (minus the hard pearls). and yea, a GOOD place to dine at. 


this morning, we were coerced by the parents into getting our butts to work on that collage that's going to be hung there, on that piece of wall. so while they were out, we started to go through the pile of photo albums that we have, sitting in some corner of the living room. while doing so, stupid photos surfaced. so did gorgeous ones. (okay, what am i saying.. there are only gorgeous photos :D) it's super duper funny! we were that tiny! and the nonsense i did in the past.... no wonder i'm like that now :/ 


so you see, my theory about killing your kid after they turn 6 is correct. before they're 6, they're all so cute and cuddly! then they start turning into little monsters when they're 6. so.... either have kids and kill them when they turn 6, or just not have kids at all.

saturday afternoon in school is awkward! and we only went there because we were in the vicinity, my aunts and parents wanted to take a look at the school and they wanted tea break.. plus, mcdonalds is dirt cheap to them! last time, we drove there aimlessly, not knowing what building does what. today, i had the chance of "flaunting" in front of my dad, because i know almost every single building (at least that's what i think)! yay! 

oh ya, this is the first time i've seen plastic surgery actually work!
God bless all with no flu!

[cass is heading out once again.]

school's good :) because i'm not doing any work :(
i'm so distracted during lectures and hardly pay attention during tutorials :/
i cant even sit still without thinking of other things :/
my mind theatre is always flooded with performances :)
so is my mouth... most of the things going on in my mind theatre comes out through my mouth :x
and i have a math test next tuesday :( 
God bless my soul!
at this rate im going, i'm so going to FAIL.

now that i'm having so much fun and laughter in school, it really sets me thinking.. why am i having so much fun instead of putting in effort in trying to study? every single day is the same. i go to school, i laugh my day away. i return home, i continue laughing my night away. you dont find a single "study" in my day. this is bad :/ but okay. i'll make things work out. with God, all things are possible! 

( to you :] )


came across this on our way to dinner. i think it's a sign. it's asking us to stop slacking. HAHAHAHA! 


i like the way things are now.. just school, family and God. except for the part where i have to save money for the lie i've told, everything else is great. come on, money, drop from the sky. maybe i need to sing a money song. i shall call it "the moolah song" song. sung to the tune of "the campfire song" song.

"let's all go out and rob banks,
if it's money that we need.
we must bring our guns and rifles,
scare the bank teller.
and if you suddenly pangseh, i will smack you upside down.
because with more moo-lah, we more~ happy~."

okay, sorry. the sun fried my brain cells and i can only write stupid lyrics instead of do constructive work :( shoot me, please. 
i've realised how easy it is to take one's life. just take a look at the 2 NTU girls who resorted to taking their own lives. so scary! so people, please dont  use "go and die luh" on others. they may take it seriously. God bless their souls.

God bless everyone :D

[cass and chemistry. the only similarity is that they both start with "c" :)]

cant help but share these so that i can continue having a good laugh. 

the little monster is growing up. and soon, he'll forget to have fun with us :( 

anyway, my parents and i had a really weird conversation in the car. they were wondering why my name is "See Huimin, Cassandra" instead of "See Hui Min Cassandra". i dont know.. i've been brought up to write the formal. the latter seems awkwardly weird :/ plus, they were the ones who registered my name and all, right? so shldnt I be the one ASKING THEM? *rolls eyes* and all this started because this stupid car with the plate number "SJHxxxxx" almost caused an accident. my mum was casually saying "that's charmaine's initials!" and i was like "uh, no. if you remember correctly, you named her See Jiahui Charmaine, which makes that SJC, not SJH ._." so point being, if i were to buy a car which bears my initials on the car plate, i'd have to drive a damn TAXI! UGH!

and btw, anyone wants to give tuition? chinese tuition for a p4 boy, once a week, 1.5 hours each time. pay is $20 an hour. location: my house. ya, the victim of today's entry :D

God bless all with nicer weather!

[cass will grow up to be a taxi driver. zomg!]

end of another long week :D :D :D :D :D i didnt skip school this week, good job! but i also failed to attend all my lectures. it's not my fault. *innocent look* really! tutorials started this week. but i havent completed a single tutorial :/ seems like this new sem is not so new afterall.

so many interesting things happened this week! one day, i may just drop dead in school. most probably in the midst of laughing. but it's good (not the dropping dead part, you cassandra-hater!).. ever since kickboxing lessons ended, i havent been moving around, much less exercise.. so these bouts of laughter help keep my abs in perfect form :D
( this is mean :/ )remember those days your parents used to ask you to "shut up and eat/drink"? well. they're right. tested and proven. the only thing my parents didnt teach was that when i laugh while eating/drinking, the food dont always go down. yes indeed, they travel UP! and, i'm sure my parents forgot to mention that when ice lemon tea travels upwards, it's going to stay there for awhile. so children, ALWAYS listen to your parents. either that or learn the hard way. 

oh yea. something my tutee said that left me speechless ytd. while making her learn 听写 (spelling), she insisted that she's done when i just handed her the list of words. while i was testing her this particular phrase, she pointed at her paper and said "i was never good at 建 so i will never know how to write it." EXCUSE ME?! and that's just one of the many. didnt have space in my book to write them down :/ and no, i shant rant anymore. 

God bless all with great health :D

[cass shall be nice to everyone.]

my first full day at home! and i'm trying to enjoy every single moment of it by refusing to pack my table and do my tutorials. long hours in school makes me not want to do anything school-related at home. long hours in school makes me want to sleep during lectures. long hours in school makes me think of eating most of the time. long hours in school makes me want to go to school a lot more than i imagined :D :D :D

now that school has started, there's so much less time for so many things. less time to laze around at home, less time to sleep, less time to complain about nothing to do, less time to do nonsensical stuff, less time to sleep, less time to bathe (since i'm always late :/), less time to sleep, less time to talk nonsense, less time to play, less time to watch funny videos, less time to hold my private concerts in the bathroom, yaadaa yaadaa yaadaa. and all these just accumulates and translates into more whines in school :D :D :D :D :D and also cos i cant do much nonsensical stuff in school (since i'm under strict parental guidance) , i can only keep them in my mind and hope it stays there till i'm home. but, they're always gone :( boo!

so, since i've so much free time today, i decided to write a note to a special someone :D

( my special note )

:D :D :D yes, it's late, and i really shld get back to packing my study table. it's forever an ongoing process. and kudos to my parents for actually pushing me into starting by getting a brand new table. THANKS! and then there's that chemistry tutorial *rolls eyes* and i have a chinese essay to mark by friday. zomg. sunday, please come now. 

less is more. i have less time on hand but more time to annoy a poor friend :D

God bless all :D :D :D

[cass needs time.]